Take the next step on YOUR JOURNEY Home
meet the mushroom
So, you want to spend the day in the company of these teachers, healers, world-weavers, tricksters, shape-shifters, overlooked underfoot portals to the divine? You have been fairly warned – that day may well ripple out through a lifetime, or longer!
As the mushrooms work their magic, they often bring to the surface the painful parts of life; if we can soften and allow the process to unfold, the mushrooms respond by holding those challenges in the greater healing fire of love. Mushrooms can help integrate the experience of being, letting the physical body, the emotions, the thinking mind, and the imagination to find a beautiful and powerful coherence. Sometimes the mushrooms bestow their most potent blessings and throw open the doors to direct mystical experience of spacious, luminous, love-infused nature.
However, I think it is essential to acknowledge that even with good preparation, a safe setting, and skillful support, psychedelic journeys are unpredictable. There may be parts of your journey that are confusing, frightening, physically uncomfortable, and utterly different than what you’ve read about or anticipated. It is possible that the experience may radically shift your worldview and be challenging to integrate into life as you knew it before the journey. On the other hand, it’s possible that not much will seem to happen during your session, that it will feel underwhelming.
Regardless of what experience you have, please know that nothing is wrong with you. It is my personal belief and professional experience that we all have an innate compass pointing toward wholeness. I believe that when the mushroom calls to us, and when we approach with respect, openness, and attention, we can work together to orient toward healing, even in the case of challenging or initially disappointing experiences.
OVERVIEW OF THE JOURNEY
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Please complete this initial interest form and I will contact you by email to schedule a free 30 minute phone call. The purpose of the initial form and call is to assess whether you, me, and the mushroom are likely going to be a good fit for working together. If we decide to move forward, I will send you a more extensive health and safety screening form.
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We will have between 1 and 3 sessions together to review your screening, connect with one another and create a ground of safety, delve into the deepest longings that brought you to this work, explore intentions for the journey, co-create a vision for the ceremonial container, and review what to expect during and after your administration session. We will discuss consent for limited forms of physical contact during your journey, and we will make sure you have a safe transportation plan to get to your lodging after your journey (no driving on administration day). Preparation sessions will usually take place over Zoom; alternatively we can hold an outdoor in-person session in Boulder or Fort Collins, Colorado.
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You will arrive in the morning at the lovely space of Reflective Healing, a licensed Healing Center in Fort Collins, Colorado. You will receive the mushroom medicine and be held in a safe and loving container for the duration of your journey. Anticipate 6-8 hours for this process. I will initially encourage you to go inward during the journey, to listen to the curated music and close your eyes or wear eyeshades. I let the mushrooms take the lead and do not “intervene” in the journey unless you need support. Sometimes you may need to move, to talk and interact, and I will also support those needs. We will stay indoors during the peak of the experience, but there is a delightful outdoor space with a tree and a small grassy area to spend time before and after the height of the journey. We will have snacks and a chance to debrief before you depart for the day.
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Now comes the challenge of allowing your journey to sink into your bones, to guide the footsteps of your life. A first 1-hour integration session is included in the days following your administration session. Intentional integration is an essential part of the psychedelic journey, and it can take many forms. We will decide whether to continue with further integration sessions together, or whether ongoing support from a therapist or other mentor in your life would be best. Integration sessions will typically take place over Zoom, with outdoor in-person sessions in Boulder or Fort Collins also a possibility.
 
Investment
Rates listed here are approximate and subject to change. I will provide a detailed payment agreement after our initial call. I offer a sliding scale as well as a limited number of additionally discounted sessions to journeyers of marginalized identities who would not otherwise be able to access these services.
Initial 30 minute call: Free
Preparation Sessions: $100 - $150 per hour-long session, sliding scale
Journey package: typically $1,200 - $1,800 based on financial need, inclusive of:
Full day mushroom journey at a licensed healing center, 1:1 with your facilitator
Tested, regulated mushroom medicine
One integration session
Additional preparation and integration sessions are available
  
“We’re fascinated by the words, but where we meet is in the silence behind them.”
~ Ram Dass
questions to ponder
Here are some questions to ask yourself as you assess your own readiness for a psychedelic journey:
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As a general rule, the more familiar you are with the contours of your psyche, the deeper you are able to go and the more benefit you will be able to receive from a psychedelic session.
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A psilocybin session may bring psychological or spiritual content into your awareness that demands further exploration. You can’t unsee what you experience here!
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One of the wonders of this medicine is that every journey is different. No particular experience is ever guaranteed during a particular session.
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These can be good places to begin exploring the depths of your own psyche, of beginning to sense how your own inner world may dance with the Soul of the World.
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It is extremely helpful to have at least one therapist, mentor, family member, or friend with whom you can openly share your experience and who can support your process.
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Are you practically able to make some space in your life, especially in the days after the journey? Would it cause undue hardship if you needed to take a couple extra days off work or find extra help with childcare? If you need to enter therapy, would you be able to seek that support?
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Consider that psilocybin may not be the best medicine for healing raw, unprocessed trauma. There are potentially more gentle psychedelic medicines if this is your current situation, including the legal option of ketamine, provided it is given in the context of skilled therapeutic support.
 
Am I the right guide for this journey?
I am excited to work with all who are seeking a soulful life. We may have particular resonance if you connect with any of the following:
You still hold the seed of that secret hope, carried from childhood, that magic is real, that there are deeper currents afoot in this world
You long for belonging, for deeper connection. Perhaps you feel like you don’t quite fit in this world. Or you have a sense of being a spiritual exile, lacking cultural or ancestral access to ritual, to meaning-making, to relationship with land and place
You have come to a place where you don’t know who you are, and you are willing to plunge into the depths to find out. You are seeking your true name
You are exploring what it means to be a liminal being in terms of sexual identity and/or neurodivergence
You find yourself living life in your head and feel a subtle pull to connect more from the heart, to find a softer and more intuitive way of being
You are drawn to the natural world and to wandering in wild places; there is a humming aliveness there calling to you
You suspect you may be taking yourself a bit too seriously, and would like to play with possibility
FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS
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Indeed you can! Growing your own mushrooms and sharing mushrooms with other adults is decriminalized in Colorado. Having a sober sitter who you trust and ideally who has some psychedelic experience is strongly advised.
I have journeyed with mushrooms across a wide range of settings. My deepest, most coherent, most easy-to-integrate journeys have been the professionally facilitated ones. I found there was a clarity and integrity of container that makes a real difference.
May we create a future in which journeys through expanded states are woven into the fabric of healthy community life, are accessible to all who may benefit, and in which mushrooms are familiar (if always a bit unpredictable and exciting) friends.
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Yes! From a toxicology/physical safety standpoint, psilocybin mushrooms are safer than any drug I prescribed during my medical career. We will do a thorough screening for medical and mental health conditions that could increase your risk of an adverse experience with mushrooms. During the journey, you may experience unpleasant or even frightening physical sensations, but you are safe! In the extremely rare case of a medical emergency occurring during a journey, I would promptly obtain the appropriate medical care for you.
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Strong healing relationships between humans and psilocybin mushrooms have been cultivated in indigenous Mexican communities for thousands of years. Wealthy white Americans took the practice of mushroom ceremony north in a dishonest exchange that directly harmed the Mazatec community. Psilocybin mushrooms do grow in North American, in Europe, indeed on every continent except Antarctica. Many cultures have likely engaged with them ceremonially. While they cannot “belong” to any one culture, it is important to recognize that it was through the sacred portal held by the Mazatec people of Mexico that the mushrooms arrived here in the United States. I believe it is our current responsibility to make reparations when possible, build reciprocal relationships with the indigenous teachers and communities that continue to steward these medicines, and to create new forms of relationships with the mushroom with integrity. My current practice is to give 5% of the profit from my mushroom work to an indigenous reciprocity fund, to resist the declaration of any human as illegal, and to continue engaging with indigenous teachers both in Colorado and in Oaxaca, Mexico.
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Comfy clothes
A water bottle
Any items that you would like to place on an altar during your session
Blanket and/or stuffed animal or other comfort items (we will also be able to provide blankets)
Your journal
If you wear glasses/contacts: glasses are preferred since eyes may get dry or irritated during the session
Any special foods that you want to have available after the journey (there is a refrigerator you can use; we will have an assortment of fruit, chocolate, nuts, and salty snacks on offer)
 
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